最近常被指出『咦你是不是胖了？』
開始有類似「雙下巴」「大屁股」的稱號
20年人生這個負面字詞從未出現過在我身上
有點小受打擊
在香港的人可能不會相信吧
我也不相信啊
拜托照片都是會騙人的好不好
不過要開始接受自己肥肉脂肪積聚還真難過
彎個腰會被肥腩擠住的感覺是有點傷人
想當年在香港每個週未晚上生啃一整包巧克力排包後立刻倒頭大睡完還是會在八號風球天氣被吹動
誰知道現在要開始實施no food after 11p.m
報應來囉
到時候生完孩子搞不好會變成『圓滾滾』

算了吧
乘機做做運動強健身體過個健康美麗新生活
thank you AMERICAN FOOD i hate you

話說回來
天氣也太冷了吧
天氣也太變化無常了吧
2天的25度太陽天隔天就可以持續下3天雨氣溫驟降到1度
都四月底了還要下雪
有完沒完哪

到時候
到最後
可能得到的只是一堆快消失的泡影
和不堪的回憶
說到底
決定是自己下的
路是自己走出來的
折磨自己的
到頭來是自己

自己要自討苦吃
可以怪誰

yeah right, life is unfair
no matter how you tried to change you will find yourself stepping on the same spot
for a thousand times
But I'll get over it
even though I'll complain, hate myself,or hate the whole world
I'll get over it cuz Im Noelia, thats how I've been though all these years
I just need more time, and support.

But you
never care about me.
.

常常有欲言又止的感覺
有沒有試過那種腦裡知道是什麼不過不知道怎麼說出來
然後舌頭打結的時候?很明顯我現在是這樣...
可能是我不夠詞彙 
加上最近中文越來越少講
可能到最後講話會有鄉音

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超久世紀沒有寫自己的日記
上次打開來差點沒嚇一跳
半年前¿¡
趕緊有完沒完地寫

昨天終於完成TV production 的project 1
這次真的硬著頭皮什麼都要做
一晚內做齊了幕前幕後監製導演音響
很開心得到老師和同學的體諒和讚許
現在才知道做director一點也不容易啊要一次撐握全部事情
才短短三分鐘的Newscast手忙腳亂
不過總算是完成了還得到老師的讚賞好開心
接下來的應該能應付得了!!

很想在studio裡拍照留念不過會很樣衰..

anyways加油!
現在我日文也進步神速だよ！

<3<3<3

Why the heck does Kalamazoo get colder and colder...the snow is really driving me crazy but most of the time I still love them <3
except for this
 

I think I'm doing good these days, at least I think I am fine, well again most of the time.
I am really a happy girl don't think that noelia is a depressed girl because of those depressing notes or status
I'm just too lazy(and recently becuz of some stupid shit),weird huh
when you are in a bad mood you always wanna let the whole world know

yaya whatever.
SO, last week when I was studing Japanese I realized that I know many many kanji
so happy dayo<3<3
but still I have to do these stupid writing work book..I did these when I was 5.
 

Now I don't feel like going home




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